ive nearly reached said breaking point with how my brother has been treating me and my mother. he disrespects my mother, to the point where her and i are usually shocked into silence. he is rude and belligerent towards me, even so much as threatening to hurt me. im getting tired of his bullshit antics, but no matter how hard i try, no one seems to be able to get it through his head that we’ve had enough, because he doesnt listen to me or mom, and my dad just doesnt do anything now. so fuckin tired of this shit and i swear that its gunna push my patience, as well as my ability to tolerate his shit, to the VERY limit.
a little annoyed. spent all that time planning your supper, and now you dont wanna go… AFTER YOU MADE ME MAKE THE DAMN RESERVATIONS. ommfg. this is why i STOPPED doing these things. i get all excited and stuff, and then you totally deflate everything. im getting really tired of making these plans. especially because its supposed to be PAID FOR by me and austin. and instead you wanna order pizza that COSTS MORE..
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Im extremely excited to go see the avengers movie with zyo and wolf!
went onto my “Skitz” profile to talk to one of my friends from work that i used to watch after school. was all confused when he asked about my leg and then when i said i was alright and that id see him at work, he was like ” what do you mena, work?”
i told him that we work together today, and then after more confusion, i went to look at his profile for the picture of us goofing off at work. TURNS OUT he was named after his uncle, and i added his uncle. wouldnt be so bad, but hes subtly hitting on me, and normally id say fuck you get lost, but his family is friends with my family, and im so bloody confused o-o
Day three of being back on medication so far has brought a headache, lack of hunger, and a serious need for people to be around. hopefully once the medication is properly working, all this crap will go away… because im not enjoying this feeling of needless worry. though i suppose it would be wiser to bow my head and stay in my own bubble.. who knows.
Is in serious need of a second home. Doctor and physiotherapist said i need to relax and try to get better. Ive been home for maybe an hour and have been yelled at, told i do fuck all, had to deal with Austin tormentin me and my parents giving me shit for just wantin to be left alone. Now everyone is all upset that ive locked myself in a separate room and dont feel like coming out for supper. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE. why cant i just be emotionally dead so that i dont have to deal with this shit anymore
Today i finally got my job review. Everyone wished me well on friday and said they knew id do fine. What a bunch of fuckin liars! I apparently suck at my job because of havin allergies that keep me from touchin the cleanin solution, a bunch of people who work with me said they dont want to, even though they all said they like havin me back at work. Im apparently not efficient enough because i like to make sure customers UNDERSTAND ME when i speak to them in drive thru and that i get another review next month to make sure of “improvement”. Any respect for the so called “friends” i work with went right out the fuckin window. Instead of lieing to me, just fuckin tell me whats wrong. Because it hurt alot to find all this out today when people said id probably get a raise…… fml
Went to doctors today. Found out i have a bone spur in my heal as a result of the foot accident. Also found out how much i hate sinus colds abd how much i love extra soft kleenex with aloe and lotion! Yaaaaaaay!~
Random doodles at league bowling
My foot 4 days after injury (not in the boot cast)
made it back from my vancouver trip an hour ago, though not FULLY intact, i am alive. will be going to the hospital tomorrow to make sure i didnt brake my foot/leg. too tired and irritated to go right now. other then that i had an awesome trip and pictures and videos will be on here when ive had some sleep. niight everyone~*
So im in vancouver, and i may have justt broken/fractured/sprained my foit. Can barely walk a turtles pase at best….fml
I blame wolf, alice, and the memes for dragging me to MLP. You all suck…#sanityoutthewindow
Wanted to watch mlp on netflix…. but netflix no has it….. i am disappoint… v.v